omigosh..so little time so much to do...

• just came back from project discussion, realised i got tonnes of shit to tie up for tom's presentation
• also gotta finish up my french roleplay script (half writtened by my very amicable partner) to be handed in to jerome by tom, plus french tut
• need to compile aa205 ICee project by tonite and meet them tom to do individual logbook(which of cos nobody kept..)
• need to help umpire the nbs sports fest netball matches later in the evening
• got my new phone n7200 from serene just now..thanks babe for collecting yeah..facing the difficulty of putting in the batt now
• finally get to charge my other phone
• dun understand why im not reli too excited abt the phone now (maybe im too distracted by the pile of work awaiting me)
• dun understand why am i blogging now since i got so much to do
• but i just wanna blog anyway =P

yeah its reli been a while since our long-fogotten taboo gang met =) today's is guat's birthday but guess wad, apparently nobody remembered..such is the effect of the disintegration of 'frens of hall 12' as we used to call it..

still rem how we used to celebrate the occasions , of cos striking the deepest impression was how joyce CHARTERED a mini BUS to bring us to paradiz centre for the sumptous sushi buffet(erm okie the bus wasn't reli her idea, it's cw's), also how we celebrated(okie not exactly celebrate) fengyi's departure from hall 12 into the teaching world with her screaming vulgarities(yes' she's a TEACHER now btw) and chasing guat ard due to the exposure of a not-too-flattering pix of her..hahaha those were reli gd times =)

okie back to guat's birthday, yeah as i was saying, nobody rem so when janice told me abt it at 1030pm just now, we decided to do something abt it. went out to jp's 7-eleven to get her a sara lee pound cake..whahaha.. well tt's the best i could do at the eleventh hour i guess(thanks for the ride out yeah!!! =P) janice was in charge of the mobilisation of the gang (tho not reli successful, yes, cw went to catch the last bus back home to watch SOCCER with her bro...oh c'mon duhz..) and we even put together a decent handmade birthday card for her which of cos, moi will take a LOT of credit for it =) hehehehe..okie as it turns out it was quite a heart- warming session just now as we stayed on to chat abt IHG, backpacking, and also decided tt we shall have steamboat for my birthday celebration( it evolved from a BBQ which we had no idea how to get a stand for the pit and i tot will be unglam to squat down and bbq the whole time =PpP hahaa..) yah of cos we also came up with the guest list and menu to cater to the weird taste buds of certain pple who eats very limited things like CORN and TOFU! =X yeh it felt like the good old times again when we will play taboo and pictionary the whole nite away..kinda miss yunting, fengyi and xiaowen ard..

yeah so i guess monday will kinda be the 'frens of hall 12' reunion =P hopefully everything goes smoothly as planned. im really looking forward =) anyway tom ill be getting my new phone finally(have been surviving on limited batt power the past 2 days since i traded in my old phone with the charger =<)!!! yeppie! yeh its 3.08 now and i guess i better get the hell to dreamland soon.
Au revoir~




Can marriage be this Sweeeeeeet???


okie strictly speaking its already 12.06pm.. but who cares, i just woke up so its still kinda morning to me .. weather is gd cos its not sorching hot, like how SUNday shld be, and its not raining cats and dogs.. mild, breezy weather makes me feel like gg back to bed.. oh yes did i mention im in hall? sad case.. guess im the only one ard today(angela, jos, joyce and jean might be having extended hangout from rouge on fri nite =P), came back last nite to do some work and im supposed to complete my work by today..but how???? not when there's so much work and so little time and im feeling so lazy.. crap..

got a call from nanny just now(in fact the very reason why i woke up =<) asking me why i haven been visiting her.. yeah im quite ashamed of myself..week after week told her ill be gg over on the weekends but it never did realized..plus the fact tt she stay 20 mins away fron my hse..wad was i thinking of man.. anyway glad she's not too upset abt it. the subject of the conversation was actually a happy one, cos my erjie is getting married in shanghai this dec. so shanghai, here i come!! =) not exactly my ideal travel destination but i guess its better than nothing lar..afterall its all paid for wad more can i ask..wahaha....kinda exciting too huh..who knows, maybe i get to be the bridesmaid =)

speaking of marriage, seems like the whole world ard me is getting married.. which in fact makes me feel OLD! to me, marriage is still like an unreachable stage. i mean how can u be so sure u guys wanna be tog "till death do u part"?? well of cos divorce is another alternative but i guess at the pt of marriage, 'FOREVER' is the word in the couple's mind.. it really takes an enormous amt of courage, i guess, for the guy to say 'will you marry me?' and the girl to nod her head.. i've never tot of getting married seriously.. marriage is a fun thing to think and talk abt between couples but to really do it, i think it'll take me forever to decide.. yeah, so u can guess wad my reaction was when my sis, someone ever so close to me, bombed me with the idea of her getting married and applying for a flat..ill say my heart nearly stopped beating =)..heeheh yeah im kinda glad she shelved the plan =P (pls dun let her read this wahahaha) .

okie my sis aside, those getting married or are married recently include my ou xiang, lix, her classmate and my ex neighbour cum joggin partner, kevin, two avalanche teammates(tho im not exactly close to them, i presume they're prob 1 or 2 yrs older than me only) and my ivp teamate, xuanhan! (gosh when she spoke of it everyone's jaws dropped..mind u she's only 22 this yr).. i'm kinda amazed by these pple and it feels weird somehow becos we are really supposed to have grown up, are we??... scary.. i just cant wait for the day edd declares his wedding plans it's gonna be like a kid marrying a woman to be his mum.. =) whahaha.. okie credit given to him for his culinary skills =P

wahaha u wont believe wad just happened, my bro just called and yes! he's buying me a new phone!!!!whahahahhha..this must be the best thing tt has happened to me this whole week...okie so im gg to stop crapping here and do my work now..yay!!!!
Au revoir!~

skipped the most number of lessons this week.. gosh.. it din feel as good as i tot it would. i pictured myself spending time doing my work and trying to complete those endless projects but in reality, i ended up sleeping my afternoons and nites away.. okie i shall consider this week as a retreat so next week onwards i have no excuse to skip anymore lessons..shall not hold it against myself too much..ahhaa... times are bad.. no idea when and how it started but life just feel a little imbalanced (if u know wad i mean) or maybe unstable is a better word to describe.. hmmm generally words that describe feelings are vague words..like for example, love means love but wad exactly is love? how exactly it is to feel when u miss someone? and in fact how do you know if u miss anyone at all...and the wad abt the feeling of sian-ness? who can actually define it? is this feeling just a passing phase or is it here to stay? well i guess the nature of feelings is actually volatile..which means it changes from time to time.. say today im feeling happy but it doesn't gaurantee me happiness tom. which brings me to another point, feelings are affected, to differing extent, by events that occurs..which further substantiate the point of feelings being volatile.(kinda like a vicious cycle yeah) so unless the world can stop spinning and human can stop interacting, feelings is subjected to changes. which goes to say that the feelings of sian-ness, missing someone and love might go away..So to those of u out there thinking that true love exist and will last forever, maybe its time to rethink your thought..sure maybe it does exist but just how many of us, suckers for love, care and concern, can find it...and to those out there feeling sian and tired of life itself, pause and take a step back to see if all tt's happening now is so bad that u have to feel this way..well if it's not (which often is the case) then pick urself up from here and stop feeling the way u do..if it things are really as bad as it can get, then rejoice, for any other things that's gg to happen will just be better (since it cannot get worse than the worst).. bottomline is nothing is resistant to change, so cherish the good things now and never lose hope when times are bad =) (how self-comforting) yeah so i guess its time i pick myself up from the bad times and look forward to the good ones.. going home soon i think.. hall bash tonite at rouge but dun think im gg..hall just feels a little different now if u know wad i mean.. Au revoir~

alrite pple, this is my new blog.. decided to do away with the old and never-updated one..okie i vow i'll conscientiously update this new blog yeah .. (hee, okie i know i said tt the last time...whahah) okie to start the ball rolling, i shall post some memorable pix taken during the IVP finals..which actually officially mark the end of my national schools netball career ...yeah yeah kiss goodbye to the eleven yrs of school netball (of cos i took a 2 yrs break after A's..bad move..) i know i'm gonna miss it so much..no more free trg tees. no more excuse from classes, no more shooting, no more running, no more hanging out with the powerpuff girls and our ou3 xiang4.. no more cold jokes (courtesy of ms seng hongying and maybe jiao lian) during warm-ups,no more adrenalin-pumping moments when asked to warm-up to play, and no more 'NAN DA' whooshing.. little things tt seemed so insignificant suddenly grew in importance.. its not the prestigious championship tt matters i guess, its the pple who care. i'm glad i met u pple, for u guys are the highlight in this chapter of my life. alrite, this is the list of stuff i wanna say during the victory dinner but just cldnt find its way out of my voice box: 1. Jiao lian, thank you for rekindling the passion for netball in me and for being so so so tolerant with me, putting up with my silliest mistakes and always believing in me, giving me so many opportunities to play. 2. the other 2 powerpuff girls, aka trini and lirong, gosh cant imagine trg and SHOPPING without u guys.. trini, thank you for being such a supportive teamate cum gossip partner cum soulmate babe, i love u to the bits!!! 3. of cos not forgeting ms janet wong(or the princess wannabe..hehe) hey babe thx for always being there to listen and share..u're the best!! also the mambo queen, rachel!! girl, u're in a class of ur own!! maybe it's the NJ blood tt bond us anyway girl im so glad we could play and party tog.. you rock big time!!! 4. also wanna thank minjia for being little ms sensitive love you for being so true and sincere.. rem the little words of encouragement u've said to me when it blackouted during trg at NIE last season..u won't believe it but it really meant a lot =) thanks babe.. and yeah also thankew for being a LITTLE more sober than me tt nite so we could all get home safe and sound..hehehe.. 5. last but not least to all the reli reli hmmm old??..eh i mean zai seniors like NG yee leen (cos she likes to call me wendy HOW!!), the other wendy, aka lix (everybody's ou3 xiang4) for their invaluable pointers..and of cos all the other teamates who were there to share the prespiration, laughter, defeats and victories..(oh my this wasn't intended to be a thankew speech ) it's been a ride worthwhile these 2 seasons.. nothing can replace the memories i guess.. let's just keep in touch and keep our fingers crossed abt the thailand trip yeah (opps they din say seniors not allowed rite???) team pix wanjun, rach and me janet and i ..girls.. minjia+trini+me= babes!! yup guess that shall conclude my first entry of my new blog . Au revoir.. (yah i skipped my french lesson again..wahha)