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Friday, October 29, 2004
at 4:34 PM


joyce in an attempt to challenge everybody's perception of the size of her eyes.. wad can i say abt ur eyes?? they speak for themselves heheheheee.. and joyce we all know there's no one on the line..heehehe

at 4:30 PM


mr. prez complained that the previous pix was not his best profile... we tried hard to find his best and here's wad we've got.. ehehehe... good enuff??? =PpP

Thursday, October 28, 2004
one more week to the BIG E!! at 8:47 AM

its 8.48am rite now and i've bathed and rehearsed my presentation a couple of times already .. this is the first time im worried abt presentations...yes, i said worried, not nervous.. the reasons: lack of substance in report, serious lack of team cohesion, and a rude bitch for a tutor..its reli form over substance this time as i tried very hard to make our slides look professional, hoping to divert attention away from its contents.. and it doesn't help tt i nearly died from mucus running out of my nostrils the whole of yesterday...disgusting sniffles!!.. yeh but someone up there must have heard my prayers and im feeling much much better today already =) still i couldn't sleep properly the whole nite .. even had nightmare of her shooting qns after qns while the group stare in disbelief.. i hate aa205!!!.. its haunting me like hell..

anyway revision isn't gg as far as i've planned.. the effects of aging : 1) slow processing of information in my brain, 2) short term memory (stuff i just read seems to go into hiding the moment i flip the page) 3) super short concentration span (at most five pages before i run to cuddle my pillows on my bed) 4) effects of sleeplessness showing badly (EYEBAGS!!!) 5) suicidal intent growing stronger each day....

Conclusion: Examinations are not for the aged and those with a weak heart... they kill.



Wednesday, October 27, 2004
at 2:52 PM


Pleasantly surprised =) Posted by Hello

Tuesday, October 26, 2004
at 10:11 PM


one half of a pair of twins, this is mr chen weiping... self-proclaimed smoker-face (yes la face onlyyyyyy), he is very much of a RASCAL, teasing joyce abt her ultra tiny eyes..erm i mean not-too-big eyes =P...half the time during our project meetings... Posted by Hello

at 10:02 PM


our dearest Mr. President aka mr. yeo (yoyo) weijiang.. looks like a really trustworthy, serious, young lad, (well act joyce and i agreed tt he has the naturally zai look.. yes LOOK only heehee ) weijiang once made a hilarious joke abt joyce's eyes.. shan't say it here in case she's reading..heheheehee... anyway joyce, its time u take revenge..look at his oh-i-have-constipation face wahaha ..well u can have the pic =) hehe  Posted by Hello

at 9:57 PM


okkie okiee this is me, of cos.. taken by the Rascal Chen.. half dead from french class which ended at 530...and guess wad are we doing now?? PROJECT!!!!!!! waddahell.  Posted by Hello

at 9:55 PM


yes and here's Joyce.. evidence of the joke behind her eyes =P hehehe .. they are electrifying, ain't they? hehehe but on a more serious note, a extremely nice and sweet neighbour/ fyp mate/ bball kaki to have =)  Posted by Hello

On my playlist at 9:28 AM

"Leave (Get Out)"
I've been waiting all day for ya babe
So won't cha come and sit and talk to me
And tell me how we're gonna be together always
Hope you know that when it's late at night
I Hold on to my pillow tight
And think of how you promised me forever(I never thought that anyone)
Could make me feel this way(Now that you're here boy all I want)
Is just a chance to say
[Chorus]
Get Out, (leave) right now,
It's the end of you and me
It's too late (now) and
I can't wait for you to be gone
'Cause I know about her (who) and I wonder (why) how I bought all the lies
You said that you would treat me right but you was just a waste of time (waste of time)
Tell me why you're looking so confused
When I'm the one who didn't know the truth
How could you ever be so cold
To go behind my back and call my friend
Boy you must have gone and bumped your head
Because you left her number on your phone(So now after all is said and done)
Maybe I'm the one to blame but(To think that you could be the one)
Well it didn't work out that way
I wanted you right here with me but
I have no choice you've gotta leave
Because my heart is breakin'
With every word I'm sayin'
I gave up everything I had
On something that just wouldn't last
But I refuse to cry
No tears will fall from these
Eyeee-eeee-eeees
Ooooh, ooooh
Get out
~JoJo

Sunday, October 24, 2004
the big E at 3:14 PM

wanted to stay in hall to mug this weekend but cant resist the temptation to go home to my comfy bed and aircon =) wahahah so here i am sitting at my unfamiliar table (prob cos i haven studied at home for sooooo long), with my business analysis textbook open in front of me..i can only say: yet another alien object... im just so dead.. and this is only the beginining of my revision... omigosh...... wad have i done this time????!!!! its always at this time of the semester that i will always make a very forward-looking statement ie. ill work harder next sem!!! yes! a nicer way of saying: I AM GIVING UP THIS SEM!!!!!!!!!!!!

Saturday, October 23, 2004
missing post at 4:47 AM

yeah its reali weird, my previous post went missing ..well so i shall quote edd again =)

"well.. im fluctuating between transitory rapture and sporadic numbness now."

you probably wun know how this feels like unless you are feeling the way we feel rite now..

Thursday, October 21, 2004
wad a week! at 1:00 AM

  • in the access lab now, trying to memorize my scipt for tom's AA206 presentation.. it sux big time!!!
  • just took picture from the photo machine (can u believe it???!!!) for my big 4 applications.. and i have yet to complete those sucky applications which ask abt my achievements in my life?? and aspirations??? madness..
  • applications to be in by 5pm today! waddahell!.. im dead

Friday, October 15, 2004
random tots at 6:06 PM

feeling kinda weird today.. somehow just din feel like doing work, so i slacked for a gd 5 hours in front of my comp, totally doing nothing at all.. just thinking and thinking.. so i tot shld just jot them down..

i rellie miss home. not just home itself but the feeling of staying at home...maybe cos exam's round the corner, i have a sudden urge to move home for gd.. i actually miss travelling to sch everyday like i used to when i was younger.. miss the times when i could just stare blankly at nothing at all, just imagining things or sorting out my tots or even anticipating something to happen.. all these could be done during the 30 mins bus ride and i seriously kinda miss doing them..

i miss the comfort of staying at home when i dun have to do my laundry, settle meals on my own, and cleaning up my room myself.. basically i could still live like a little princess back at home where i only worry abt sleeping and waking up in time for sch and catching my fav HK serials.. almost 2.5 yrs in hall already, no tv, no aircon, gotta do laundry and sweep the floor.. i must say im kinda used to it but i obviously dun mind not doing them..

i miss also, the feeling of having pple ard all the time even tho they may not be there physically.. home is home because at the end of the day everyone comes home.. as long as im home, i know im not alone..

miss my sis, gwenda, a lot.. tho i still see her during the weekends and we will yak non stop the whole of sat nites, i can somehow feel a distance between us.. i know its inevitable as we grow up and find our paths in life but staying away from home just make things worse..

miss my dad..miss watching tv tog erm act i mean fighting over the remote control..went swimming with him last sunday and realized tt my dad's realli getting old.. a close up on the wrinkles on his face and the fact tt he lost the 25m race to me are tell-tale signs of his age.. the last i remembered my dad, he still looked like a dashing 35 yr old.. i can tell he miss me too..and im so guilt-stricken..

i even miss my mum, the last person i tot i'll ever miss.. when i first moved to hall, i really felt relieved cos she wouldn't be able to nag at me everyday, telling me wad to do all the time and questioning me abt my day, from where i go to wad i eat..tho she still occasionally nag when she see me, i kinda wish she could do it more.. at least i know someone cares abt how my day went despite the fact tt i hate to provide answers..

i think i prob feel like going home partly also because things are kinda different now.. hall feels different already.. tho most of the friends of hall 12 are still ard everyone's just not too enthusiastic abt stuff these days.. jan and guat are over at atlantis, cw kinda migrated to 59 erm yah u pple know wad i mean.. fengyi,yunting,and xiaowen are not ard anymore.. joyce got the company of jean..so its relli kinda different altho we still hangout occasionally.. in general, everyone's just busy with their own lives..

also, hmmm i just kinda wanna put some stuff behind me.. the campus brings back too much memories some of which i find too much to bear esp now when i feel like im invisible to certain pple.. the tut rms, the canteen, the library, and even walking down the road back hall remind me of how drastic things can change... these all seems like just yesterday.. i think i was happier when i was younger.. such is the effect of holding the golden key ---simply feels so old..

all said but still i think ultimately ill still stay on.. dun ask me why..


~Thank you... you made my mind up for me
When you started to ignore me
Do you see a single tear
It isn't gonna happen here
At least not today, not today, not today'cause

If it's over, let it go and
Come tomorrow it will seem
So yesterday, so yesterday
I'm just a bird that's already flown away

Laugh it off let it go and
When you wake up it will seem
So yesterday, so yesterday
Haven't you heard that I'm gonna be okay~

Thursday, October 14, 2004
my birthday pix at 10:36 PM

okie my birthday pix are finally up..thx san and ching for them =) oh yah if u wondering why the pix are kinda blur, i wonder too..whahaahah. erm maybe we are all a little too tipsy to hold the camera firmly..hehe =P anyway thx babes.. enjoyed myself alot =) love u girls!!!

oh yeah also met up with ms nor, ping and quan for a little chitchat session on sunday.. but forgot to take pix =( anyway was reli nice to see one another after so long, realized how caught up everyone is with their own lives.. sometimes it realli pays to stop and pause and reflect and recollect all the memories =) ..its reli been awhile since i felt so close to them again... heartwarming indeed.. lets do it again soon kie =) after all those nasty exams..blehhhhhh

at 10:31 PM


yup all of us, sistas!! =) of cos without wei, dada and huisun...kinda getting used to just the 6 of us..or sometimes even 5..but dada, i still reli miss you alot.. Posted by Hello

at 10:28 PM


yes yes i must suck up everything one shot ..including the flame.. u can't imagine how terribly awful it taste.. okie maybe not tt bad..hehe  Posted by Hello

at 10:25 PM


obviously im smiling under the influence of alcohol .. a flaming lumborgini flowing down my esophagus rite now.. this smile does not signifies happiness.. more of misery as my stomach burns..whahah and prob a tiny whiny bit of tipsy-ness taking effect already.. Posted by Hello

at 10:21 PM


me, my cake and the extra face of fong tt spoilt this pix whahahaa Posted by Hello

at 10:19 PM


my yummy birthday cake.. and i din have the chance to eat tt .. too tipsy for cakes =( Posted by Hello

at 10:17 PM


naggy and grumpy qing(of cos i still looveee u =P) and my bestest fren in the world wide world, pangz *hugs* Posted by Hello

at 10:14 PM


those on the other side of the table heheheeh.. too bad din have a chance to take pix with me, the birthday girl..whahaha =) Posted by Hello

at 10:13 PM


i lurveeeeee esplanade.. nice place, sweet memories =) heheh u know wad i mean =P Posted by Hello

at 10:10 PM


san and me.. erm okie most pple think we are alike but i beg to differ.. we dun rite????hehhehe.. anyway this babe is still one of my fav sista!! *maucks* Posted by Hello

at 10:05 PM


ching and me =) Posted by Hello

buzy busy at 8:11 AM

  1. reading my tutorial readings now..tut in 1.5hrs time
  2. french test later..totally unprepared.. i hate listening comprehension and there's letter writing today..just how am i gg to survive today???
  3. project meeting after french class at 5.30pm!!! now my long day seems even longer =(
  4. din go for networking nite last nite so i dun have any application forms at all!!
  5. need to do up my resume by the weekend for the big 4 joint application..when i dun even reli wanna work there.. this is life i guess..sad~
  6. two presentations and two reports left on my project list...all half done.. gotta tie up the loose ends soon..
  7. haven started any mini tiny bit of decent revision for exams.. im so dead..
  8. feel like dying now...cos exams is in exactly 3 weeks time...

Monday, October 11, 2004
prezzies =P at 11:59 AM

alrite below are pictures of all the stuff i recieved for my 21st .. a big big thankew to everyone for ur gifts and wishes.. its been a reli reli nice birthday for me i guess..sweet and simple.. love it =P

and yah i guess the party's over its realli realli time to mug.. 23 days to exam gosh.. god bless...
Au revoir~

at 11:54 AM


yup and a lot of presents from sleepyhead =P
1. fossil watch
2. havaianas slippers
3. musical box
4. hp accessory with our pic on it =P
thankew sooo much =P Posted by Hello

at 11:52 AM


of cos, a reli cool (yes i know and expensive whahaha..) nokia hp casing cum pouch for my new phone from the taboo gang.. hehe using the case rite now so cant take a pix of it =P
ohhh yes and of cos my n7200 from sis and bro =) which im using rite now to take these pix with =P Posted by Hello

at 11:50 AM


a billabong bag from kc =P Posted by Hello

at 11:49 AM


a pink nike tee from guat, laoren, esther and quiyi =) erm wad do u mean by no heels??whaha..anyway hope guat recover soon =) Posted by Hello

at 11:49 AM


a really big levis bag from gary =)  Posted by Hello

at 11:48 AM


o:xdus bag (with my fav butterflies) and an esprit tank top from vin =) Posted by Hello

at 11:46 AM


a nalgene bottle from ryan (yes, trini i probably wun need to drink from ur bottle anymore..heheh) and a sports towel from vincent, zz and roy =P thankew guys =) Posted by Hello

at 11:45 AM


fossil wallet from sis..haha of cos she also paid for my bangkok trip whahaha...thankewwwww =P Posted by Hello

at 11:44 AM


crystal necklace from ms nor Posted by Hello


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Fashionably sensitive but too cool to care

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