din go for the match today cos i got a call from allen at ard 4.30... when i saw his no. flashing on my phone i knew something isn't quite rite... true enough, vin got into an accident.. and quoting him 'erm he is alrite but it's very serious' .. i was dumbfounded.. so is he alrite or is it very serious????? my tear ducts were unable to hold back anymore of my emotions as tears gushed out from the floodgates.. many tots came to my mind as i tried to imagine how he is.. gruesome images, all bloody and gross.. i saw him lying in a pool of blood surrounded by burnt motor parts and broken metal.. i felt my heart dropped... then i started thinking abt all the times we've spent tog.. happy and sad .. i know i just cant afford to lose this special fren.. wished i was there with him when it happened.. even tho i cant do anything and might even have been the seriously injured one i still wished i was there with him...

i felt my heart beat faster and faster as i step closer and closer to his bed.. wad actually happened to him??? i kept asking myself.. i drew open the curtain only to see a dejected face, looking all so tired and in pain.. once again tears rushed out like a waterfall.. i know im too much of a crybaby but can i help it??? not when i see metals sticking out of his swollen leg and his arm all wrapped up like a mummy's.. hurts me like hell.. really..

anyway the day was better as more and more pple came to visit.. thanks allen for being such a carelessly-sweet pal.. his family came and for the first time since we broke up i saw maeko again..she's grown into such a cute little girl and she nv fail to make his day =) yeah and a lot of frens came .. felt a little awkward actually.. yeah..anyway his injury tho not life threatening, will do great damage to his career cos he was supposed to go for this ata scholarship interview tom.. and of cos he'll have to downgrade for at least a yr.. and i suspect he'll be on the wheels for at least 4-6 months.. i guess this is a painful lesson for him.. and me.. life is reli precious..i hope he get well soon...