i kinda lost track of time these days.. my days just pass by one after another and i know im not doing the things im supposed to do.. things like IH trgs, fyp, even shopping and movies are missing from my life.. all my days were spent waking up late in the afternoon, getting to the hospital and then back in the wee hours.. im not complaining abt the hospital trips, i must clarify in case i get misunderstood..its a choice tt ive made, a place i wanna be.. yet at the same time, i know there are other parts of my life tt i need to handle.. i know the lifestyle ive chosen is taking a toll on me, my health and my r/ship.. im falling sick so easily nowadays i feel so weak and it certainly doesnt help tt i was sunburnt (almost like 1st degree burn) from IS netball on monday.. and to you, i can only say im sorry.. i know im screwing up ur life and its not fair..so i choose to let go.. forgive me for being the stubborn me, there are just some people and some promises ive made tt i cannot compromise.. i duno wad the future holds and i dun even dare to think abt it.. let's just keep our fingers crossed...