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Tuesday, January 18, 2005
monday blues brought to new heights at 5:19 AM

MONDAY BLUES BROUGHT TO NEW HEIGHTS..

alrite.. i know im a disappointment.. the most disapointing person i myself ever know.. sorry love.. im sorry .. i know i've ruined all the effort u've put into making me happy.. my sincere apologies to u and those who care.. and also to myself.. i totally condemned myself.. god knows why my mood dipped to its lowest since new year's day from a recent high just 36 hrs ago.. i was ecstatic on sat and devastated on monday.. waddehell am i doing???... hai~ think i need to stop indulging in short term happiness only to wake up feeling knocked back to earth again..stop doing things tt will only make me more upset and stop asking questions tt i already have answers to.. i need to feel real.. feel alive.. feel the truth..feel the way i am actually feeling... stop wheedling myself into feeling wad im not.. i need to face the music..the reality.. and get out of this whole emotional torment..


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Fashionably sensitive but too cool to care

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