here's a recap of the happenings tt took place last week..

tue nite: something tt ive always been picturing in my mind finally came true.. as much as i was prepared, i was hurt.. very.. but as wad i've always taught fai, i took a long deep breathe, swallow hard and held back my tears.. told myself ill be strong and im long over it.. went for a jog with yaohan and NO, not a single drop of the accumulated emotions dropped.. im proud of myself.

wed nite: in the name of san's b'day, the final yrs of blk 60 put aside our heavy workload and disgusting fyp (applies esp to jos of cos.. who needed to extract data from a sample size of 1200!!yesh 1200 no joke =P) to chill at zouk.. also present was our noble yaohan who went back jb after his work to get the mercs out just so tt the girls can have a safe ride home =) cheerios to him!! and mind u, he gotta be at work the next morning!! hahaah yaohan IS the man!!

okie so all in all, tog with fai, gary and gang at blk 59 and our frenly neighbours downstairs, abt 20 of us graced the party and boy it was one hell of fun!! among the extremely high pple were weiling, ...erm weiling.. erm and yesh weiling..hahaah this lil girl was soooo confident of herself when she said 'go have fun girls, i can drink one ill be there to take care of u ' hahaa weiling ah weiling , not only did she came back with the booze up her head but also with the scandals all the way to hefen's door ..but girl, dun worry we STILL love u =) as hefen put it, everybody came back with scandals.. tt's with the exception of me of cos hehehe..

okie i gotta apologise to the bday girl for sneaking to phuture with ryan BUT i gotta make it clear tt im not the only one!!!! hehehee i caught weiling, joyce, jos, calvin, mingcong, kyon etc. at phuture too!!! hehehe well at least we made a pt to go back to mambo to drink the brandy neat tt ur dearrrrrr zilong offered.. tasted like puke can!! haahaa.. ohh yesh, gotta thank ryan aka dubby tubby and his fren, clarence for their nice company.. yeah so the nite ended with me still very sober and very much aware of the truth i found out.. still i refused to drop a single tear..

thurs nite: as celebration part 2, our sisters clan went down to dblo.. our dear qing, as usual wasn't too keen on clubbing cos she's saving for her honeymoon in europe with bob in 4 mths time.. still she made exception and sportingly join in the fun (hey see i said gd stuff abt u okie!! haha)... all was gg well till .. yah okie.. i had a bit too much .. the most terrible nite for me ever.. could'nt hold back anymore of the emotions and let them all out .. luckily for me, i had wei ard to make sure tt im alrite but she gave me a shock of my life when she slammed the guy's booze on the grd and threw candies at him..ahahaha.. my god.. and this she claimed was to protect me!! ahah and no thx to the bruises she inflicted on my arm .. yeah i know she loves me and i just wanna thank her and my frenly neighbours for taking care of me thruout the nite.. and of cos those tt came to make sure im alrite..u know who u are.. thx

okie but of cos the highlight of the nite is none other than the bday girl herself.. hahaha okie i know she'll kill me if i describe this in details , so ill just keep it short.. drunkard san ended up in hospital after creating havoc on the cab..hahahaahah erm okie dun ask questions kie =)

well if u think tt's the end of the story, its far from over..

fri nite: went to jb to find my hunny bunny.. of cos i was half expecting chillings from him for not picking up his calls and for almost make him wanna smuggle himself out (oh yes u heard this idiot lost his passport..haha okie i think when i was half drunk i told the girls im too scared to ans his calls).. but fortunately, joyce, willy, wei and her fren went in with me so he kinda din have the rite opportunity to scold me hahaahah.. yah lar i know u wont scold lar kie =) hehe.. yup and as if i din puke enuff the nite b4, we ended up at n.y. club .. but no overdose of booze for me =) see im good.. i kinda made a resolution against booze while i had a hard time puking the other nite u see.. hehe.. yeah and there were no ugly scenes tt nite .. no crowd at the club at all and i gotta witness the legendary aussie shuffles eh..heheeh pretty cool =)

okie well i think i've done enuff nonsense for the past 2 mths.. for the first time,. i had a peaceful weekend... wanna give a big hug to each and everyone who was there for me.. its all over now and i know i ain't need no one to tide me over this..at least i know im stronger than u..