Thursday, February 10, 2005
cny..probably the worst one at 11:44 PM
when do u say enough is enough? how do u know where to draw the line? esp when wad we're talking abt has to do with care , concern, probably even love?? love for the special someone, love for a fren.. when feelings are wad we dealing with, is there a best measure? can we handle it like how we'll follow the laws of science..perhaps the law of emotional science.. who's to tell u tt u shld love a fren this way and love the ONE otherwise? and how in the first place do u tell how much love is involved in each and every action? sometimes, sincere care and concern gets misunderstood for an attempt to inflict hurt upon someone, and other times, care and concern results in hurting pple.. so when do we care and when do we not? when do we care just enough and when are we over the limit?... im not sure..
when can we care for someone and when we just can't care? who's to say who shld care for who and how do we even tell ourselves who we shld care abt and who we shldn't? feelings comes naturally.. if we even attempt to tell ourselves wad to do with our feelings, wldn't it be all so pretentious? will it still be real? can we even trust our own feelings? so is it the mind or the heart at work? is it logic or is it our true innermost self telling us wad we really wanna do?? ... im not sure .. but ill like to think tt my heart takes charge when i feel..
janet babe, thanks for sparing me a listening ear and a shoulder to cry on... i have yet to come to terms with my own feelings but i guess i've already come to terms with reality, or maybe i shld say i dun have a choice.. there're things tt i can nv understand but i just have to accept.. its not easy to pretend to be cool abt things when u ain't, just have to breathe hard.. if not, harder... and no matter how u say u are u are far more a bitch than me, u are MY angel.. the angel i've never had.. and yes, nothing in the world is a clear cut right or wrong.. we just gotta stick to wad we believe in.. im still standing by my beliefs.. hope u too..
"the world needs darkness to bring out the sunshine..tt's y it needs us.. "
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