Friday, February 18, 2005
the day u went away at 7:31 PM
im beginning to hate australia..the country tt took my frens away from me.. one by one.. when i get one back, i lose another.. some went further, some get stuck there, the others came back but left their hearts there.. i hate to part with pple i love.. i hate the parting scene.. didnt i tell u tt b4?? why did u have to go??...
this post is especially dedicated to this
guardian angel of mine.. who flew away to the faraway land this evening..
to u, my fren, my extraordinary fren.
to a fren who has always been there,
thru the sunshine and the rain.
to a fren who listens,
no matter wad time of the day.
to a fren who is just a phone call away,
whenever i needed someone.
to a fren who accomodates my requests ,
and ask for nothing in return.
to a fren who condones my mistakes,
and accepts me for the ordinary me.
to a fren who has never left me,
despite the 'silence' between us all these years.
to a fren who is the most selfless person i've ever met,
for his parting words were still his concerns for me.
to a fren who i've just started to cherish,
but has not enough time to do more for.
to a fren who gave me sweet childhood memories,
but had bad ones from me.
to a fren who has never forsake me.
THANK YOU~ for everything..
i dun deserve all tt u've done for me.. and u dun deserve the kinda friendship(or the lack of it) i've dumped on u. never tot tt u leaving will be so unbearable for me.. its only when u walk thru the gates tt i realized this is for real and its painful to watch u leave... esp when the look in ur eyes tells me u dun wanna go.. tho Ernest wished tt u'll leave behind ur car keys behind for me, i secretly hoped tt u'll leave urself behind.. now tt it wont come true, i hope u'll be happy to start 'afresh'.
i duno how we will change in the years to come..but no matter wad, i hope u'll always stay the same cos there's nothing bout u i wld change...