its pms time again i think..

1. unbelievably depressed
2. extremely ill- disciplined (feel like sleeping already tho i know nuts abt interest rate swaps and the quiz is on at 830am tom)
3. feel exceptionally bitter abt certain things tt actually dun matter to me at all already..
4. surfing the net adds on to my depression (god knows why..)
5. do not wish to converse with anyone on msn but wanna know who's online..
6. hoping tt my slitch is not yc-ing and will call this very second (tho it's only been 3 hrs ago tt i spoke to him)
7. wondering when fai appear at my door so tt i have someone to shout out to..
8. unbearable urge (tho without ability) to turn get into a time machine to turn back time to 14 hours ago
9. strong desire to cast a bad luck spell on certain pple (not feeling guilty abt the tot)
10. been at the same page of notes for the last hour (the irritating jargons just dun register in my head)
11. wondering wads wrong with myself

i feel like crying out loud but there's nothing reason enuff to do so.. do i really need a reason to cry?? or maybe pms will be enough to justify...