not reli an approprite time to blog since i haven study the whole day.. but i might as well since the study mood reli isnt there tonite =) and a song just brought me back to a couple of mths ago..

"Angels Or Devils"

this is the last time
that I'm ever gonna come here tonight
this is the last time - I will fall
into a place that fails us all -inside

I can see the pain in you
I can see the love in you
but fighting all the demons will take time
it will take time

the angels they burn inside for us
are we ever
are we ever gonna learn to fly

the devils they burn inside of us
are we ever
gonna come back down come around
I'm always gonna worry about the things that could make us cold

this is the last time that
I'm ever gonna give in tonight
are there angels or devils crawling here?
I just want to know what blurs and what is clear - to see
still I can see the pain in you
and I can see the love in you
and fighting all the demons will take time
it will take time

the angels they burn inside for us
are we ever
are we ever gonna learn to fly

the devils they burn inside of us
are we ever gonna come back down - come around
I'm always gonna worry about the things that could break us

if I was to give in - give it up
- and then
take a breath - make it deep
cause it might be the last one you get
be the last one that could make us cold
you know that they could make us cold
I'm always gonna worry about the things that could make us cold

okie this gotta be one of the last few songs tt mark the end of the chapter.. tho it wasnt explicitly sent to me, i know its on the blog (and im surprised the blog is still there) since the day it was posted and i know it was intentionally blasted it in the car tt day. wadever i dun say doesnt mean i dunno, i just felt tt it wasn't appropriately used by YOU on ME (as we can see more clearly now on hindsight..) , which was y i chose to ignore and honestly, i think i cld see 'wad blurs and wad's clear' more than you at tt pt of time.. not tt it matters to me anymore but i tot ill just do myself a favor by saying wad i shld have said for myself. i duno if u're reading. but i guess prolly not. if u are, "Hi" and maybe the least u can offer is a "Hi back" =)