i cant believe i gave myself a break today... yes i did.. one whole saturday passed by just like tt.. din do any work at all. zero.. all i did was sat in front of my fav square box and watched the hour hand rotate one full round, 9-9.. it actually felt good!! and there's not even a slight tinge of guilt or remorse at all.. i feel rejuvenated..whaha..i know im not good for myself, gonna get really stressed and upset the next few days if i cant do my revision in time..but well ive kinda speed read everything already.. so... yeah just pray hard it wun be too tough (fat hope!) ..

yeah anyway, good news! my ever-so-lovable dad agreed to buy me new furniture and repaint my walls! and the best thing is he will get me and my sis another scv pt.. and my darling sis, being the most giving sister and my best fren in the whole wide world, said i can have it installed in my room!!! whahahahahaahah... now we dun need to fight over the teevee with my dad on soccer nites..hahaah.. life's good! think my dad saw this coming as my graduation draws nearer.. poor thing.

well another thing to be happy abt these days is tt my hunny bunny is more serious abt getting a job in sg now.. well i guess wadever he told me on april fools' day turns out to be more of a 'joke' (i hope..).. yeah i know he meant it but somehow i just hope otherwise la.. and now u know why i din reli talk to u for a while after u told me tt.. cos i was freaking PISSED! and i din want to talk abt it cos i know it will affect me and my exam preparation.. but since u showed u're having alternative plans (which of cos is a better idea!) i shall forgive u..hehhee.. know smtg, i reli wanted to ask u to stay but i duno wad gd reasons i can come up with.. and i dun wanna be responsible for ur misery if things dun turn out well here... u know.. just like i duno how to tell wein i wished he din go away. so yeah im sure im not the only one who wants u to stay but ultimately, its still ur choice i guess.. i din stop u 5 yrs ago, and im not gg to stop u now. see la getting all emo already.. hai~ just dun be an arse.. u know wad i mean ..haha

yeap well as far as i can see the next few days, much to my misery, will still be devoted to my books .. life suddenly seems dull again.. oooooooooooooooooo life goes on.......................