here's a shout out to everyone: MY BLOG IS VIRUS-FREE NOW!
decided to do away with the song until i find a proper webspace.. anyway overdose of nice music just dun work for me. so this is it.. back to the quiet blog =)


and becos i haven been writing (due the lack of time, mood and most imptly, life), i decided to paste a portion of an email tt ive written this morning to my sistas. pretty much sums up wad ive been doing these days..

here it goes...

....why am i the last one to end when im only taking 3 papers??!!??? with one down, i still have 14 days to go.. shld i be grateful for the time i have to slowly stroll thru revision or shld i be pissing mad at the lousy exam schedule tt those sitting in aircon office doing brainless jobs have came up with??

and by strolling, i dun literally mean strolling cos there's sooooooo sooooosoooooooo much to be read and learnt.. life's not fair!! why cant the already-tortured-for-so-many-yrs and still struggling final year get an easier time with the freaking papers...the last of which she'll take in her life (as she prays)??!?!!?!?

why must the possibility of not making the mark and repeating a subject dawn on her only at this junction, a split second from the finishing line?? why is it so tough on her?? why is she drowning with self-pity, in front of her lappie and with the seemingly most brain cell intoxicating book rite beside her, complaining to her dear frens who are having much easier time (as she hoped), at 1053 a.m., an hour after getting outta bed??????

this is the daily routine she's set for herself.

1) brain awake but body wanna have more quality time in bed
2) body finally drag itself outta the cosy nest
3) brain starts to convince body tt she's not ready for action yet
4) body half-heartedly take out 'events for the day' list and collects the rite books
5) brain fails to get body back to bed but body and brain come to a compromise
ie. body believes tt it is not ready and thus, starts to have a lot of self-pity, refuses to start work and starts blaming life...
6) body and brain finally resign to fate and begin to do something constructive (hopefully)..by then it'll be almost noon...

oh yah b4 i end off, yun, congratulatons! welcome to the SUFFERING club of the s'pposed intellects... okie im being sacarstic but yesh, its no fun! esp at this time.. i freaking hate the world!!!!!!!!! whahahahahaahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha.. still love u babes =) ... see its acting on me again.. the incoherent and contradictary mind.. alrite ill stop b4 i get overboard!!
xoxo, wenn