I deserved to die.
I deserved to be skined and de-boned.
I deserved to trip over my own foot when i get outta bed.
I deserved to find cockroaches in my food, better still, half of it..ewwwwww...
I deserved to have my teevee and lappie taken away from me. (ohhhh pls dun come true..)


BECAUSE...
I forgot your birthday!!!!!!

I'm so sorry Quanie honey.. plssssss dun be mad at me! =)

and for this, you deserve an enormous teddy bear hug from me!!! *hug* & *maucks*
Happy Belated Birthday, my sweet friend. I love you for the strong and independent girl you are, for the caring and trustworthy friend you are, for the special person you are to me. Your friendship is godsend and i know i'm blessed!! =P (so pls dun forget my birthday kie...heheheh...)Have a great 22nd and many more ahead!!!!

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who have a split personality - cold as ice on the outside but hot as fire in the heart.

In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored.

You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please.

Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something that will confine you. You are afraid of marriage.

In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.

tonite is kinda special for me. met up and talk to a friend and i feel really really good abt it... talked abt some issues tt i can nv talk to anyone else abt. im glad i have such a fren, a fren tt allows me to unload all my emotional baggage, the only one fren in the world tt im not afraid to tell everything and anything to. in front of this person, i feel so naked but yet so comfortable , becos i know i can rest assure that my darkest secrets will be safely kept. its just so strange tt how sometimes, just by being ard these special people, just listening or talking to them, ur dying life seems to bounce back to life and the thunder storms in ur heart calm down and u realized that nothing in this world is impossible. u feel the sudden urge to overcome whatever barriers in ur life and u start to think tt its not tt tough. i hope i can capitalize on this newfound confidence and overcome the challenges ahead of me.

thank you so much for making me feel this way.. its been a while =)

woahoohoo alrite, exam was officially over last wed but i haven blogged since cos im really just too lazy =) plus nothing much is happening (well i always knew the anticipation is the climax.. ) ard me 'cept for us confirming our trip, the plannings and booking of tix and stuff like tt.. basically pure chore (for now only i hope) so its confirmed, we're departing on 20th june and hopefully make it back in time for convo on 11th july (fingers crossed)..

yeap, edd hunny's been kind to make a few trips to sg just to bum with me, watch teevee, get hello kitty magnets from 7-11 in the wee hours (did i mention how he charmed the male cashier into giving us 2 more magnets than he shld?? hai~ sometimes i wonder if im the guy in the picture.. wadever it is, i get the loot so who cares.... blehhhh) this week's gonna be quite an uneventful week for me.. planning to pack my stuff bit by bit and slowly move them home.. and becos i din hand in the white form (smart me again) they kinda already charged the rent to my dad's acct so ill be keeping the room till end may?? i duno abt tt.. yeah anyways i can take my time to evacuate so it's gd in tt sense.. plus i can come back and download all the serials and movies i wan b4 losing tt precious LAN connection... gonna miss my good old drama pals, munsiang (and his roomie of cos!), don, yh, roland etc etc..

oh yes, another reason for my boring week ahead is the arrival of the unseen (but much heard abt) rival!! hahaha okie im kidding.. no rivalry gg on actually, just tt edd's erm.. good/ (scandalously) close fren, S, is back in msia and is coming down to stay with him for a couple of days. so for tt couple of days he'll be busy with her, which actually has significantly less impact on me as compared to loverboy YL who snuggle up tight with edd every single day! (and he ill willingly instigated me to visit edd during this period of time, hoping to see some sweltering hot drama.. haha) well ill leave it up to YL to help S discover edd's sexual preference eh wahahaaaa.. hope its not a bloody scene dude!!! heheh.. kie, on a more serious note, let's hope S have fun and enjoy her short stay here.. ill like to meet her actually but hmmm nah maybe not.. its a tricky situation eh im not much of a sociable person (in fact far from it! haha) =P yeah and ill visit soon cos i've officially joined the ranks of the bummers club! think i have already forgotten how it's like to just follow edd (bumming ard since last dec) and the senior bummers (bumming ard since god knows when!) ard jb doing nothing but yc-ing 4 times a day! (think yl realized they sometimes do it more than 4 times a day.. gwadddd)

alrite! im a junior bummer now!!! *big wide cheeky grin*

cant wait for the week to be over! tres ennuyeux!!!!


last nite i spent sometime reflecting on the things ive done, thinking abt pple i know, used to know and just got to know... frens tt passed by, frens tt stuck ard, frens who are no longer frens and things tt happened these 3 yrs here..think im gg to miss a whole lot of pple and fun... this special girl outshone everyone else in my little book of memories. and i just wanna let her know im missing her badly.... and im damn jealous cos she's having so much fun in sweden.......and she din call for sooooo long.. i hate u!!!!!!!!!! well, but i guess u can make it all up by bringing back tt enormous teddy for me!!thankewwwwwww i love ya!!!!!!!! maucks!! *no_buts_or_maybe_-fullstop-*


Prague is BEEEEEAAAAUUUUTTTTIIIIIIFFFFUUUULLLLLL!!!! i wanna be there with u, my darling girl!!!!


okie now i see it.. ab-SIN-th (AB-solutely SIN-ful TH-ing?? haha) roy dearie, did u mention u drank a 70% sometime earlier this yr in shanghai?? apparantly its banned in most countries cos it causes BRAIN DAMAGE!! pls tell me u are still okie hahaaah =) anyway its already ur 5th mth over there and i dunno if ill still be ard when u're back.. i miss u too, dude!!


im soooooo jealous!!!! tot im s'pposed to be the little match girl?? and nice try but u still look human =)