he used to be my no. 1 but now tt the Pride fever is over, he is hero no. 2 =P


why am i willing to go down on my knees to ask for his hand??? a picture says a thousand words =P Ain't he so so so cute?? i'm mesmerized, totally =P


He brightened up my day today!! My hero no. 1, Rain =P ....ilu =) maucks!!


din managed to work on my new stuff last nite so i decided i shld be hardworking tonite (okie, i cld'nt overcome the sniffles last nite =( ).. made quite a few pairs and im pretty pls with them =P here's a preview at some of my favs creation for the nite =) .. this batch will be up for sale at Pandora Box (FEP) and online @ www.DeeSires.tk, by midweek i hope =P.. this is my fav pair for tonight, 'Dechirures du Papillon'


another one of my fav tonite, 'fluttering dreams' =).. Butterflies.. i like =P


and becos im in the mood for love (too much korean drama i think hahaa) im naming this pair 'for the one in my heart' ... i like it floral and sweet =P


alrite these pix are incomplete and outdated (taken on 15/16 sept). anyways, joce's birthday party at her place =) nice choc cheesecake courtesy of ks the sweetie heheheh.. btw there was another one but i cant rem the flavour =P


the birthday girl and me =P one of the few pix tt joce managed to keep her eyes open... and the trick to do it? dun ever count 1,2,3, she'll ALWAYS blink at the 3rd count hehehe.. btw, pardon these lousy pix, taken by edd's fone... the better ones are with the rest =P so just make do kie =)


Qing, me and our B&J's strawberry cheesecake!! kinda miss our B&J's party nites back in hall, where all the girls will gather at the corridor with a spoon and attack the B&Js kindly sponsored by Don =P.. party's never complete without B&J's!! =P


fai and me!! nothing better to do.. we make a great pair seriously!! always know how to entertain ourselves whenever we are bored.. and tt includes teasing ks the whole time with our 'oppsie daisy' look whenever XXX was mentioned =)


Oppsie Daisy... take 1


Oppsie Daisy....... take 2


MJ-ing... fai's so sleepy he takes 5 mins to throw a tile, Choon's so lousy and full of crap tt he talks more than he thinks!! lucky for them they had an alert and smart advisor!!-------> ME =P

i must have woken up on the wrong side of the bed today. my day was bad.

1) took a cab down to some place to get some stuff only to realized tt its closed. cab fare plus booking fee = $17

2) went to some other places to get the stuff and i started my sneezing routine (happens like once every fortnight! i bloody hate my running nose....)

3) tho there were quite a lot of stuff to get, i cldnt look thru them properly cos half the time im distracted by the irritating flu and my head was spinning like hellllllll... luckily in one of the shops, the lady boss recognized me and offered me a seat while she sum up my purchases. she even offered me a packet of tissue paper.. u duno how it feels like when i got it from her.. it felt like a million dollars seriously (if u know me, u'll know how much tissue paper i can use when my nose is acting up on me and how i dun ever bring tissue paper with me..)Chit chatted with her and she asked me how come i din come for so long.. hai~ and i act cant think of a proper ans.. i mean, i also duno why i stopped gg there.. think my interest died for awhile.. but its definitely back =) so dun worry =)

4) saw a lot of new stuff to get but i cant!!!!!!!!!!!!! why???????? BECOS MY NETS IS IN MY YET-TO-COLLECT "LOST" WALLET!!!!!!!!! and i depleted the 150++ dollars i brought.. so sad... shld have brought more.. wad a wasted trip!! then again, my sis kept reminding me i shldnt buy too much already cos i wun have the time to make use of them.. which is quite true lar.....

5) came back and finally tot i can rest and watch some teevee.. din know they stopped showing zhen qing (yah tt's how long i have been watching tv..) and the show they're showing now i watched b4 so nothing to watch..

6) let Bibi out cos he's been shut for most of the days since i started work... and his first act of gratitude was wee-wee and poo poo OUTSIDE the cage... i was furiousssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss. Very.. he's lucky i dun have the strength to chase after him if not he'll RELI get it from me this time.. anyway i think he felt guilty when i stared at him..hahaha.. he sheepishly went to his fav spot next to his best frens in the fish tank and settled down there, looking dejected..hahaha..

7) watch the last episode of the korean drama and i hateeeeeeeee the endinggggggggg. So disappointed...

8) nothing left to do so i tot ill go online for a while.. was kinda pissed off by someone who means a lot to me... wanted to tell her tt she's not the only one who had a bad day and as much as ive forgotten abt certain stuff, she too, has forgotten abt it, so dun point fingers and just try to be understanding... tot abt it for v long and i decided to apologize instead and keep my feelings to myself.. cos i tot abt wad edd said b4, "if there's an issue rite now, think bt it, ten yrs down the road, is it gg to cause a big prob? if it's not, then forget it".. i do believe in standing by my own beliefs and defending myself when i think im not wrong..but i believe in treasuring the pple ard me even more.. since she means so much to me and ten yrs down the road this issue is probably gg to be forgotten (at least by me..), since i know her character so well abt not compromising when she think tt she's rite, and since i dun wan to cause any unnecessary misunderstanding between us, i decided i shld just swallow my pride, apologize and let it go =P but of cos, i hope i dun have to do this again =)

alrite, complained enough..haha feeling better now.. i shall take go work on my new stuff now =P might post some pix up later if i manage to get some work done on them =P (no, the flu is not gone and no, its not gg to stop me from doing wad i wanna doooooooooooooooooooooooooooo ... i hate u, FLU!!!!!!!! hahahaha)

p.s hope kenneth recover soon and cheer up, sweets, its gonna be alrite.. =P


Qing's desk, our fav place in the office--- Tax dept--- where we get to store all our barang barang.. hehe..

MY WALLET IS FOUND!!! =)

when i came home today with my sis, i was taking off my shoes when my sis exclaimed " LOST PROPERTY FOUND!" immediately, i knew who the letter was for =P who else but me!! the absent-minded and careless girl who has lost countless wallets/cash/piggy banks (yesh, u got it rite piggy banks also can lose!!) and to date, abt 4 or 5 HPs!!!! and no, im not tt rich! im just plain careless! of cos, ill rather say im unlucky actually =) well wadever it is, im very sure my ic is inside (wld have cost me 300 bucks and yah its my second time losing it..hehe) cos they managed to send it back to me, so it means tt there's a form of identification inside my wallet and the only thing i have in it tt tells my identity is my ic, so im sure its inside!! hurray!!! heheheh.. of cos, i doubt the 200 plus cash is still there tho a small part of me still wanna believe in pleasant surprises hehe.. and yes, i believe in miracles =) i knew someone up there is watching over me.. and as i promised, i'll be gd =) i'll be extra careful next time =) thankew soooooooooooo much for answering to my prayers =P

oh yah the part abt almost losing my hp tt nite, yah i tot i lost it with my wallet. after trg at kallang, edd came to pick me up for dinner. we both saw the wallet while i was packing my bag but he noticed tt i din take out my phone at all which of cos was not normal of me cos everytime im in the car the phone will either ring or ill be msging.. but of cos he din say anything cos i tihnk he's quite happy tt for once im not busy on my phone =P then we went to cafe cartel at PS straight, no stopping to shop (shops prolly closed by then hehe) or toilet or anything. then when long, singling and vincent came to join us, i took out my cardigan from my bag and realized my phone and wallet were gone... for awhile, i was waiting for them to surrender them to me but they kept a str face so we called my phone and it was still ringing., thinking tt i prolly left them on the car, we continued eating and yakking... when we were abt to head home, 4 of us searched the car and cld'nt find anything. meanwhile the phone was still ringing so we were pretty sure tt its not stolen. but we cannot come up with a logical explaination of how the wallet cld have gone missing!!!! anyway ling kept asking me where did i go b4 cafe cartel but i din go anywhere except to change in kallang's toilet and then edd's car which we both saw the wallet. so i was 90% sure my phone cant be there.. but ling said " everytime im so so sure tt my stuff is not at a particular place, it is ALWAYS there". At first, i refused to believe but edd said we shld just go back kallang to check. so we went. as expected, at 1am, the gates were locked and the toilet door was locked. so wad to do??? hahahah here comes spiderman!!!!yup so he climbed the gate as i half-heartedly watched him, thinking tt my phone cannot be there... he kicked open the locked toilet door and TADAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!! my phone was lying nicely on the basin!!! there u go, my HEROOOOOOOOO of the nite =P and the first msg i saw on my phone---- san: hey girl, tonite dblo free entry for first 200, wanna go?? ---9.28pm hehehee oppsie daisy =P i wld have gone with u if i din lose my phone girl!! hehe sorry =) next time kie!!! and no, i din fly u kite kie =) heehehehehe.... yup so tt was why i said i 'almost' lost my phone =)

come to think of it, when i realized tt both were missing, i was hoping tt i find my phone more than my wallet.. somehow, there're just some msges and pictures tt are so dear to me tt i can't afford to lose them =) i rem telling my cuz tt if money can solve the prob, then it's not a prob.. i guess this will be a perfect example =) im sure many out there feel the same too =) wadever it is, im glad i managed to get both back (tho i seriously doubt my cash is still there =( heheeheh...)


oh yah went gyming again today and body combat is out for me!! hahaa wadever.. qing cant get in today cos over pwc's quota already so we gg there earlier tom to try our luck =) alrite, gotta get back to my korean drama.. damn gd!! yes, and i wanna thank the pple who helped me in one way or another to find my stuff back, esp ling who also lent me this new korea drama!! i loveeeeeee u!!! and of cos, the One up there who's been always there for me =) thankew!!! maucks!!

yup, no work for me today. quite bad actually cos i shld have been there. but this morning had pretty bad cramps so i decided i shld just stay in bed =P think partly becos last nite i came home too late also.. all becos of the police report i had to make. the police officer sure took helluva long time. but he was nice. msged me this morning to remind me to cancel my bank cards.. so yeah forgive him hahaha... anyway, staying at home means i have to get my MC later and also means i cant go to gym classes today and also means i have time to watch my korean serial, pack my room, make some trinklets (which i really ought to start working on again!!) and also SLEEP =) nice~... hehe okie pls dun let my instructors read this =) alritey, time to spin the dvds =)

alrite, i've finally gotten wad i was waiting for since 2 weeks ago. tho 2 weeks late and not exactly the rite date tt the msg was meant for, it came. So, im glad =). i duno if i've done the rite thing, but i sorta said things tt most pple wld kill themselves for saying cos i think i reli sounded stupid and maybe even a lil.. erm.. just not me.. oh well but i din regret i guess. at least i've come clean with wadever was left in me after so long. so tt 5 yrs down the road, no matter wad happens, when i look back, ill know i've done wad i shld have.. i dun wanna have to add yet another regret to the numerous i've had towards this issue. however, circumstances are kinda different now, so i duno if i did the morally rite thing... i think im selfish. i just wanted to be heard. i might nv get another chance to say wad i wanted to say again. so i tot ill be selfish this time. Just this once... im glad tt this time rnd, wadever i've said wasn't taken with skepticisim or hostility like before. its so long since my sincerity was felt. Looking back, we are where we are now probably becos we've nv had the trust after the happier times way back then. Wadever it is, i wish for happiness for u, for me and for everyone else =)

oh yah did i mention i lost my wallet and almost lost my phone last nite? well i guess this makes up for it.. at least i stopped mourning for the loss of my ic, cards, cash etc for a while...thx =)



Maybe I hang around here a little more than I should
We both know I got somewhere else to go,
But, I got something to tell you,
that I never thought I would
but, I believe you really ought to know........................

xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

If we both were born... in another place and time
this moment might be ending in a kiss
but there you are with yours
and here I am with mine,
so i guess we'll just be leaving it at this....................

xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

3rd day of work today, finally a day in the last 3 weeks tt i reached home b4 12 midnight.. my mum must be thinking im so hard working, OT-ing since the first day of work hahah .. nah i think she's kinda pissed tt i STILL come home so late even tho i started work already.. hehehe ... but yeah i guess its just not so easy to quit those late nite hanging out, ktv-ing and chit chating with my beloveds who are still as free as ever.. how lucky!!.. anyway shall talk a bit abt my work =P

day 1: batch of 38 pple, lotsa familiar faces like say tian, poon hua, clara, serene, hanjie, theresa, sin li, xiuwen, and of cos wei and more and more tho i dun reli know their names. so its like NTU all over again.. learnt a bit abt the company culture this and tt, computer system and server and the numerous passwords we have to set and how we can EASILY hang the computer or lock it or wadever ... Graham was the partner who kinda started off our trg program. felt a lil more comfortable when i saw him cos i know he's reli a nice guy who talk to me for an hour during my interview and we talked abt everything under the sun but audit! haha .. and yeah im glad he's my counselling partner too =) (btw, he was the one who told me we get to use planet fitness FOC!! hehe yeah and it was until yes'day tt i realized tt act DT also can hahhaha.. maybe i shld have gone there instead since the netball team is so zai with kailing playing next yr!! haha okie this is all crap..)anyway, i reli like his attitude abt how we must know how to enjoy life, and dun do things tt will make us unhappy =) kinda gave me a more positive feeling abt being an auditor... was s'pposed to shop after work with fiona but she was stucked at AC's office so i just shopped ard novena square and found a reli nice shop selling specialized dermo skin care stuff (yeah my complexion is reli baddddddd now.. and my eyebags are atrocious!!) pretty interesting and i bought some interesting stuff hehe .. oh yah and i got myself yet another pair of shoes cos we had to wear shoes or those with back sling and no mules! *headache* i hateeeeee wearing them cos they bite like mad.. anyway no choice so i bought a pair.. tt makes me 40 bucks poorer and rendered my previous shopping worthless...

day2: class went on as usual, its like back in sch, taking 304 all over again, slides after slides... i dozed off so many times after lunch rite under the instructor's nose! but he's pretty cool abt it so i guess he knew he was boring hehehe.. for once, i wished tt it was prof tan (or something hehe) speaking instead..anyway the tot of checking out the gym after work kept me motivated and i managed to get pass the day without feeling all drained out =) qing, wei and i made plans for free and easy gyming after work. we looked damn off with our old sch tees and shorts, exactly how we dressed back in hall, when the rest were all in their stylo-milo nikes and adidas hahahahaha but then again, knowing us, we dun reli give a hoot, so we headed for the threadmill.. it was quite a coincident tt qing spotted the AM tt she has been secretly admiring on one of the many threadmills and u can guess how excited she was.. awys, she wasnt man enough to use the one beside him so we went to those less prominent ones..hehee.. did a 30 mins b4 we met another one of qing's guy fren who jio-ed us to join him in the body pump class.. yesh! the body PUMP class.. i was a lil apprehensive at first cos it sounded like we're gg to really PUMP up the muscles... anyway we went and it turned out to be fun, at least for me lar.. haha .. but seriously, we took the lightest weights and i knew i was trembling towards the end... and qing with her bad knee was probably suffering even more heheeh.. oh yah, also met kailing there.. hmm somehow, when we were teamates, i rarely talked to her.. duno why but prob cos i always felt kinda intimidated and she always seemed reli serious during trg.. once in a while she'll give me some pointers and sometimes when we stop to discuss abt some plays, she'll even say tt my runs were rite...so in my heart i felt a gentle consolation. the first season i played for ntu, i rem she gave everyone a lil note of encouragement b4 our first game and i rem myself doing it for my girls back in swiss.. was so touched, nv tot tt someday, someone wld do this for me =) anyway, i've always wanted to say something encouraging to her after learning tt she's out for 8 mths due to her op but somehow the words just cant find their way outta my mouth.. so kailing, if u are reading this, i just wanna tell u dun ever give up on netball, this is just a lil training tt God is putting u thru so tt u will become an even stronger person, both physically and mentally. it may seem like a daunting task to keep on gyming and gyming, knowing tt u can't play at all but trust me, when u get better, u will definitely become a better player and more imptly, a stronger person =) yup anyway after gym, i went to JP to meet the twin terrors for dinner. duno why am i so dumb to even introduce them to each other.. there was not a single quiet moment whenever they are tog..either arguing abt silly things, verbally attacking me together or totally engrossed in their Maple conversations.. hahah another party added to our love-hate r/ship.. arhhh complicated!! ahahah

day 3: super boring day at work! gone thru one huge stack of lecture notes in bullet train speed and had super short lunch break. so i din go and instead, i went to slp at qing's desk.. anyway, the dozing-offs continued after lunchbreak and i was reli brian dead by 4pm.. totally feeling like a zombie.. wanted to bring the notes back to read but wei said her head was exploding so i tot it was a gd excuse for me not to bring it home too hehe.. went to meet ryan for the long-dued insurance talk tho wei just checked the list and saw tt prudential is one of our client.. he insisted tt their auditor is KP which i kinda tot so too but somehow prudential just appears on our list too.. not sure if i can take up the policy but i listened anyway.. after tt kenneth joined us and we had dinner at sushi tei which the both of them found too expensive.. well, i guess it is prob a lil more ex than sakae and suki but i reli din wanna walk to cine in those killer shoes.. so i felt quite bad and gave them a treat (even tho RYAN GOH was earning much more than me (kinda slipped outta his mouth when he was trying to plan my finance hahaa) and i barely started work!!! and i also suspect kenneth has an enormous amt of income generated from pandora box!!! ).. luckily they both agreed tt sushi tei has nicer food =).. yeah then henry and sis gave me a lift back and here i am, back at home at 11pm =P and finally found time to put up a post =)

'i duno if u meant wad u said just now, sometimes i think i know the real u but sometimes, u just prove me wrong.. i cant tell when isit tt u are just kidding and when isit tt u are serious.. i guess when something goes missing, u gotta search for it urself. If u want it bad enough, rem to search thru the trash, esp when it is something tt u've threw away urself...'


First day of work tom and i'm feeling emotionless. maybe just cos i duno wad to expect from it. come to think of it, act i do feel something. i act felt a lil depressed for the past 2 days.. its like no more late nites, no more own time own target kinda lifestyle, no more swimming/ suntanning whenever i feel like it, no more teevee-ing, no more hanging out as and when i like, no more afternoon naps, no more sleeping all the way till the afternoon, no more ktv-ing till the wee hours, no more aimless surfing, no more long msn chatting, no more shopping in the empty afternoon town, no more 'i have nothing to worry abt attitude', basically no more taitai lifestyle... it's reli sad.. i feel a lil lost actually.. maybe i've grown too accustomed to this kind life. its as gd as depriving a drug addict of his daily dose. anyway wadever it is tt i am gg to lose when i start working, i just hope i dun lose the bond with pple close to my heart now tt i'll have lesser time to spend with them and tt the demands of my job do not kill my passion for my lil trinklets biz.. i pray and hope tt i'll have enough strength to stay true to my beliefs and not let the dog eat dog world out there corrupt and consume my tots and actions. i know this job will teach me a lot of things. whether it is in the technical aspect or it is abt life itself, i just hope it makes me a better person and not otherwise =)

anyway did some last min shopping today with wei and cuiyi.. was pretty rush cos i've got like a whole list of things to get of which i only managed to get abt half of them.. yeah im just such a last min person! hehe well at least im happy with my purchases and hopefully tom's shopping after work with cuz fiona wld be even better =)

just now as i was on the cab back home, some old memories, abt 18 mths old to be exact, came to my mind. i was at the exact same place and on the exact same road. so i tot i'll called the exact same person since im feeling a lil down cos i gotta start work tom but the situation was entirely different. din reli know wad to say, was act just expecting some words of comfort but yea.... it din reli come...

anyway, yesterday was a disaster which i dun reli wanna elaborate now.. haha bottomline is yes, i dozed off after blogging at 4 am and failed to wake up in time. of cos, my trustworthy alarm clock plus chauffeur failed me too!!! ONE DEMERIT PT for him!!!!!! (well but he's forgiven cos he gave me a nice sushi treat and became my slave for the day, so tt i can play mahjong till 3 am and get a lift home heheeh) bleahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh hehe.. okie, once again, i sincerely apologise to my dearest teamates. this is the 2nd time in my life im late for matches and i promise to try my best to make it the last!!! haahhaaa..

talking abt playing mahjong, last nite was joce's advance bday celebration at her place. quite a few of us turned up and kaishuin the sweetie got her not 1 but 2 yummy cheesecakes from Don (s'pposed to be v gd i think).. hehe and after tt we just mahjong-ed the whole time. was so so so upset when joce 'hu' with 1 'tai' when i cld act 'zi muo' 5 'tai' rite after her turn!!!!! its not everytime lousy mj-ers like me get 5 'tais'u knowwwwwwwwwwwwww and it is a 'zi muo'!!!!! hai~ maybe tt's why the birthday girl is always the queen of the nite! hehe (oh did i mention one of my fren struck 4D on my birthday?? hehe he/she must have brush off some of my gd luck tt nite hehehe.. okie start guessing who..haha) alrite, enough of these nonsense, i better go to bed now. dun wanna be late for my first day!!

*pls let my first day go smoothly*

was out with my cuz today, went to ac nielson for a briefing and then to her fav steamboat and then we yakked for hours in the car b4 i finally went up... talked abt a certain issue which we kinda have differing opinions. i do see her point abt how u gotta be cruel to be kind but somehow or rather, i dun think ill ever be able to do tt and i also kinda doubt the outcome of the suggested course of action becos a fren once taught me tt wad u think is gd for others may not be wad is reli gd for them. so rite now, im act having a lot mixed feelings.. and the idea tt ur actions affect a lot more pple than u can ever think of just make things even more difficult... well wadever it is, maybe i shld just take one step at a time and see how things go since its not exactly a burning issue rite now =)

anyway, i think i reli have a way to further upset myself cos my irritating fingers just wld not stop clicking on the stuff tt i shldnt be reading.. yup i read stuff tt kinda puts me in a worse state than b4.. act only 2 words to be exact.. yeah edd's rite abt me always doing things tt i know will make myself upset.. hate the way i think, hate my curiosity, hate my stubborn self, hate the way i hold on to my ideals, hate the way i always hope for miracle, hate the way i rationalize actions, basically i just hate the way i am...

it certainly doesnt help tt tom, or later i shld say, i gotta be at kalllang by 815am for the remaining of last week's matches and im still very wide awake now.... someone pls knock me outttttttt....


my 22nd birthday part 3: Dinner with my lil Princess Sweetie!! =) ain't she the most lovable thing on earth?? so cuteeeee .. i loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeee her.. maucks! oh and she got me a pressie, its a precious moment treasure box with my birthstone (opal) on it.. so sweet riteeeeeee .. tho her mum paid for it it was my lil princess who chose it!! =) hehe oh btw this is me in my most natural form.. zero makeup, eyebags and bad complexion from 2 nites of partying... hai~ i need SKII... anyway my cuz and sweetie's mum, cathryn, were there too but we din manage to take any pix =)maybe next time =P


Princess Sweetie!!! she's such an angel.. maucks!!


my 22nd birthday part 2 @Wala's ..
me and qing, my longest time girly =)


san, my fav sista and me.. do we reli look tt alike?? hehe u judge =)


pangie, my best girly, and me


my tired chauffeur trying in vain to hide his fatigue ( i reli pity him.. i made him soooo tired ahhahahaahah.. anyway i was deadbeat too lar! hehe) and the ever so bubbly qing =)


surprise surprise!!! met yan-jie outside Wala's..and we are in black tops!!! quoting edd, " look like hei sei hui " haha


cutting my pathetic piece of cake... this yr is the most special birthday i think. this is the only piece of cake i've cut (with a fork for the record!!) haha usually ill cut at least 3 of them like 3 whole cakes and get to make birthday wishes 3 tmes!! haha but anyway, im not reli into cakes so im pretty glad =)


me and my sistas (minus ching, fong, wei who was alcohol-intoxicated and dada who's spending her 6th yr in aus.. im missing u badly, thx for ur sweet msg =P), our usual birthday gathering =) @ Wala's which was relatively simple and peaceful compared to MoMo the nite b4.. but as u can tell, i was still v tired cos we only reached home to slp at 7am from MoMo and woke up at 11 to have lunch with the jb gang: yonglong, singling, feline and VINCENTTTTTTTTT ahemmmmm hehehehe... thanks for taking time off work and sch esp for me, girlies =) its been 9 years and counting.. love each and everyone of u so much! =)


my 22nd birthday part 1: on the way to MoMo....


my good ol' trustworthy chauffeur and babysitter with me looking nice and neat b4 the session... thank God we took this, the 'after' pix looks horribleeeeeeeee...


fai and martin b4 the session.. fai was wasted already by the time i reached.. and the guys finished the jug we were supposed to share after i left them for 5 secs!!!


wei, me and joce, the ladies taking a nice shot b4 we become wasted...


My current fav boy, ZZ!! yesh, roy u are 2nd placed bleahhhh cos u forsaked me..*sob* and vince, u disloyal disciple..where is the loyalty???? hahahaa


qing, my most dependable/rational fren/partner-in-crazy-ideas since our nj days, and me outside MoMo..and yes, she went off for mahjong after this pix!!! haha okie anyway im still glad u came =P love ya to the bits!


Birthday boy and Birthday girl =P yes, we share the same birthday haha


happy couple 1: lloyd and jia =)


happy couple 2 : jia and edd =P


happy couple 3 : kenneth and ryan whahahaaha =)


jia, lloyd and fren?? she's on the highway already. prolly drank twice as much as me?? haha and why am i so sure?? hahahaha becosssssssss i have some evidence which ill rather keep private in case she kills me! hehe..anyway girl, im glad u were there! and on a more serious note, im reli glad we got to know each other =P getting to know u better is definitely one of the best thing tt ivp netball has given to me =)


ryan and i after God-knows-how-many rounds of drinks.. i lost count thx to fai's graveyard and minjia's very GENEROUS lloyd who made me ta duno how many glasses of almost-taste-like-neat, self-mixed chivas/vodka/idunowadwastt (act i reli cant tell wad i was drinking basically they just tasted reli sucky!! haha) okie but i admit i cheated a lil hehe all thx to kenneth, my heroooooo!! hehe =P oh yah btw, ryan not game enuff to drink so he purposely drive down, when we already agreed on him not driving, so he can use tt as an excuse..blahhhhhhhhh



Getting a taste of his own medicine, fai suffering from the graveyard i made him drink!! meanwhile our very alcohol-intolerant and responsible chauffeur edd is still very sober after some beer forced down his throat..


Everyone who came down to MoMo (minus ryan, kenneth, jane, joel, minjia and bf lloyd plus fellow pilots-to-bes, qingwen and nigel (who were more interested in the mahjong date!! )).. okie tt's not exactly 'everyone' then.. haha
Thx a zillion =P you guys made me a very happy 22 yrs old!


okie, at the end of the nite tho im already wasted and looked awful with the oily face and stinked of fags to the max, they still made me the Princess of the nite =P (tho the tiara was a lil too big than i wld like hehe)

Thankew for coming and making me feel so special =) love u guys truckloads!!

After a 4-5 mths hiatus, im back to blogger =) with a new skin and new pix and a new life (well not exactly new lar.. still pretty much who i was hehe)...

okie so firstly lemme explain the long absence from blogger.

1) i wrote a veryyyyyyy long post abt my backpacking trip (which im not gg to repeat)when i came back in july and this super duper long post was lost all becos blogger hung on me!!! so angry i was tt i swore nv to blog again! (hehe then again u see i seldom bear grudges so im back lor hahaa)

2) i was just slacking my life away the past close-to-5 mths so i dun reli have much to write abt... effectively, i've got no life!

3) i reckon most of my peers wld be too busy with their new jobs, new colleagues, new frens or new wadsoever so they prolly wun be too interested to know wad's gg on in my life =P

4) i have a new found hobby/biz tt's taking up quite a lot of my time and attention =P yup, im into accessories making nowadays and as some of u who may already know, im selling my stuff online , (there's a link under my name actually =P)and also at Fareast Plaza, Pandora Box #03-128 (okie i figured there's no harm putting in a lil bit of advertising on my blog riteeee hehehe) So yes, Dee'Sires is my new baby! And many thx to all my frens who supported my lil entrepreuring effort and appreciated my works, so tt it cld survive its first mth anniversary with no red on the bottomline =) And yes, i will try my very best to keep this baby alive as i embark on my new (and demanding) journey as an auditor (maybe i shld just say audit slave) from next monday on...

5) im hanging out with my cuz a lot more than b4 cos somehow or rather she just has as much time to slack as me!! haha its pretty hard to find a permanent slacking partner these days u know... hehe.. and of cos its also very difficult to find pple who will do all the nonsense tt somehow we both enjoy, like setting up a bazaar stores, sending dog food $ stray feeding, doing survey shits, on msn every day, gossiping so much to dig out all those family secrets (which of cos will be kept to ourselves =P) all the way from when we were soooo sooo young, coming up with crazily logical theories to explain our misfortunes and of cos recently, ktv-ing (where i'll croon for the whole 3 hours most of the time while she do wad she is best at : KJ-ing)... and of cos we share a common passion, our new found love: lil Princess Sweetie =P (one of my customer's daughter =P) she's just so irresistably cute and smart........ohhhhhhhh i loveeeeee her soooooooooooo....

and yeah, im kinda like my cuz' unofficial PA nowadays, and the job involves planning her schedule, finding respondents for her survey projects, sometimes be her map reader (well she's got quite a serious prob with the roads u see heheheeh okieokie dun kill me!) anyway i suck at reading maps and telling directions so most of the time, we'll just resort to calling her personal streetdirectory.com hahahaaa.. In return, she became my chauffeur, my best company for the whole of this break, my source of comfort and loading bay for all my displeasure =) in addition, she has also opened my eyes to the world of cold and harsh reality, altho a large part of me remains rooted to my seemingly naive beliefs. Meeting each other's frens is a pretty interesting experience becos we just live in very different worlds. Some of her frens amazed me with their outta the world wealth, outta the world habits, and a particular one with outta the world ability to yak non-stop abt engin parts, steering wheel, motor blah blah blah ..... which obviously sounded like greek to both of us. My frens (mainly the guys lar), on the other hand, nv fails to bring a wide grin to her face whenever they try to guess her age (which i think i shld just keep u guys guessing ahahaa)... oh yes, vince, i heard u wanted me to bring her along for our next clubbing session.. haha erm.. okie sure, i definitely will!!! hahaha... prolly the one thing tt we dun have in common is her obsession with Maple Story.... and sad to say, edd is playing too so when they start talking abt wanting to buy this buy tt , magician, bandits etc, i just sing and sing the lastest cheena song tt i've learnt. heheh which happens to be Dao Dai by jay chow/ jolin tsai (yes i know its an old song but i just heard it recently and found it VERYVERY nice and meaningful..)

okie guess all these reasons are pretty sufficient to explain my long hiatus. and the reason why im back now is cos im gg to leave this taitai lifestyle soon *sobz* and i guess i wont have as much time to catch up with these pple and be on msn so often, so hopefully by blogging, i can still share with them the happenings ard me =)think im gg to miss edd and my cuz so much when i start working.. hai~ no more late nite suppering, ktv-ing and hanging out.... but of cos, they can still be NICE and pick me up from work so tt they can see me!!!!! hehehehehe btw, its at Cross Street PWC Building okie and im off officially at 530?? think so hehehee i know u guys love me so much u will come riteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee? hahaha ms chua, maybe we can racque the place tom so u wont lose ur way okie and yes, im expecting u to come!! haha...

okie i know this is such a long-winded post with no real content but i just have a couple more pple to mention b4 i sign off heheeh.. wanna thank my god-cuz (if there's such a thing..anyway its complicated..) for willingly offering me rides to work from next monday onwards and his ever-so-available rides whenever i needed them and also thank God for letting frens like edd and gang, fai and gang, qingwen and gang, my sistas, minjia, trini and gang, and most recently kenneth,(and also many others tt i failed to mention =P) into my life, for they're the pple tt makes me love and feel loved. we may or may not be in close contact in future but ill always keep them in my heart =) i once told a fren tt i've nv been lucky all my life e.g. nv win lucky draws b4, nv pick up anything valuable from the floor, nv lucky in love blah blah blah but he said 'but u've so many pple ard u who loves u' and i realized i reli do.. these are the great pple tt i wld nv give up for anything in the world =)

thank you so so much =)