alrite, i've finally gotten wad i was waiting for since 2 weeks ago. tho 2 weeks late and not exactly the rite date tt the msg was meant for, it came. So, im glad =). i duno if i've done the rite thing, but i sorta said things tt most pple wld kill themselves for saying cos i think i reli sounded stupid and maybe even a lil.. erm.. just not me.. oh well but i din regret i guess. at least i've come clean with wadever was left in me after so long. so tt 5 yrs down the road, no matter wad happens, when i look back, ill know i've done wad i shld have.. i dun wanna have to add yet another regret to the numerous i've had towards this issue. however, circumstances are kinda different now, so i duno if i did the morally rite thing... i think im selfish. i just wanted to be heard. i might nv get another chance to say wad i wanted to say again. so i tot ill be selfish this time. Just this once... im glad tt this time rnd, wadever i've said wasn't taken with skepticisim or hostility like before. its so long since my sincerity was felt. Looking back, we are where we are now probably becos we've nv had the trust after the happier times way back then. Wadever it is, i wish for happiness for u, for me and for everyone else =)

oh yah did i mention i lost my wallet and almost lost my phone last nite? well i guess this makes up for it.. at least i stopped mourning for the loss of my ic, cards, cash etc for a while...thx =)



Maybe I hang around here a little more than I should
We both know I got somewhere else to go,
But, I got something to tell you,
that I never thought I would
but, I believe you really ought to know........................

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If we both were born... in another place and time
this moment might be ending in a kiss
but there you are with yours
and here I am with mine,
so i guess we'll just be leaving it at this....................

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