i worked till 9 plus today.. cant believe it.. on my 4th day of proper work, in fact, it's a learning job.. i feel so stupid cos i cant even do simple sections efficiently. maybe im just not cut out for audit.. this is so sick! even the stupid laptop is against me.. hai~ prob one gd thing is tt ryan allowed me to go back to office to get my laptop repaired b4 coming in tom. this is the best thing tt has happened to me today! i think im missing office.. i miss the slack times.. hehe..tho i can go back after lunch, i think i will rush back cos there's so much to be done and im sooooooo slowwwwww.. hai~ maybe im just plain dumb. but thank God, i have such a gd team with me =P and my personal fav=======> Ryan Tang!! thankew so so much!! maucks! and if u're not already married, u're so perfect for me!! eheheheehehehehehe.. and zhijin, im so so glad u are in this shit with me! hahaa.. we'll make it thru somehow yea =P

tom is fri but i doubt i can make it for trg. prob gg to be another OT-ing day again.. plsssss dun make me come back on sat!!! plssssss... i haven shopped for almost a week and im feeling so so so deprived. maybe i shld just go shopping tom! i dun even have time to collect pandora's cheque! if this goes on, im sure my social life will slowly but surely cease to exist.. so for pple who placed heavy bets on me getting attached within 6 mths, im gg to disappoint u guys!! haha.. anyway, when keren asked me if i was attached, she was shocked to find out tt i wasn't. and she asked 'why??'.. i cldn't find an ans for her.. then she asked when was my last rship, i said 'abt a yr ago??' she looked totally stunned. i think i had a shock myself too.. din realized tt its been so long.. when i first broke up, someone said 'isn't it gd for u? anyway u hadn't taken a break for so long..'.... yeah i guess it is gd. it made me emotionless, which means i wun be hurt, which means i will be happy! ha .. very funny.

at the end of our long work day, everyone gets a little cranky...

zj: i think u are honey- coloured...
me: huh?
zj: u know forever friends bear? tt honey-coloured one??...
jacq: yah now tt u say it, i think its true!!
me:???? okie i am honey-coloured then ... (maybe as SWEET as honey?? whahahahaha)