So, Marissa died. Ryan tried to move on. He let Taylor into his life but was unable to accept her totally. Then on Chrismakah, he realized that he's gotta learn to let go. Learn to say goodbye. So with the sweetest goodbye, he bid Marissa a final farewell. And then boom! He's able to put behind all the love between them, all the memories, both good and bad, and look pass all the complicated r/ships that tangled between them and embrace a whole new relationship with Taylor. So easy, he's learnt to let go. So easy, he's learnt to say goodbye and never look back. All of these, in just a dream.

Maybe that's why I allowed myself to get lost in the world of drama, immersed in every moment of 'un-reality'.