A familiar feeling came back today.
A feeling I dread and am too familiar with.

Sometimes, I wish I've a strong pair of arms around me and a warm chest I can cry into. Repeating the same old mistakes again and again... I kept reminding myself of the lessons of the past. I kept telling myself I must make these all worth while.

I don't need nobody to be there for me when I fall. I don't need no reassurance of myself and the things I do. I'm strong, I've learnt to be. So strong I can hold back all the tears, so strong I can turn around and walk away.

Sometimes I forget who I am. I'm lucky, I've people ard me reminding me who Wendy is, reminding me I'm the 'prize' too. Leave with your pride and dignity intact, shed none of those precious tears, my dear friend said to me.

I promise, I won't disappoint again... I will win this battle in the true blue Wendy's style. Play to win or don't play. This I'll never forget.

Thank you.