I turn into a sappy little pussy when I'm alone watching all the TVB dramas episode after episode... this week, I must have watched at least 40 episodes of 2 of the latest serials. One a modern-day banking tycoon family drama with the typical story line around men cheating on wives and their wives struggling to keep the family together and the other revolves around concubines fighting for the Emperor's attention and the survival skills necessary as a concubine.

I wonder why do women always fight over men?? I'll never want to have to fight for someone. That's not something I believe in. I don't believe that we have to fight for love. I never did. I always choose to walk away if I have to fight for love this way. What's the point of being loved after having to fight with someone over it?? I just don't see the point. It's not love anymore. Love should happen naturally, willingly... The only person I'll fight is myself.
hmmm...do I make sense???...

Anyway, being the sappy little pussy I am right now, I'm all covered in my blankie, thinking about how my past few months were spent, trying to recollect things that he's said that left the deepest impressions. And I am really really the happiest when he said this to me.

"...it's only when I'm lying right next to you this way that I feel I don't have to think about anything at all... I'm completely relaxed and everything else doesn't matter anymore... "

=)

Oh yah and recently, while we were our usual silly bickering selves,

W> ... no lor, I'm not going to marry you cos you don't love me!!!
E> ... how do you know I don't love you??!!... I just don't say it....
W> *complete silence and let slip yet another silly grin*
E> .... eh! why so quiet huh??!! see see see....bleh!
W>... orh........... *still couldn't wipe that silly grin off*

Counting down the days... 5 days down and 9 more to go... I'm surviving really bad =(